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#i cant do this anymore 🤩 im so tired #my face hurts my jaws hurt my eyes hurt from clenching my teeth so much #my heart hurts i wish someone would just take it away from me #and everyones busy so i cant distract myself being with people but at the same time i want to be nowhere near anyone #and tomorrow i have to surround myself with strangers and pretend like im fine and i love them when we couldnt care less about each other #because we dont KNOW each other really and all of this is just pleasantries and politeness and im so sick of it all i want something real #but im on my own again pretending like im so nice and nothings wrong when im the worst person i know #and probably nothing is going to change the fact that im going to hell since i cant seem to be so good and find comfort #like everyone else i know is and does #i dont have a great purpose here. i have never amounted to anything and i never will and i think maybe i was only made for this dunya #there is no reason i can see that i should still be here so i wish god would just smite me off this earth already #im so tired #delete later #aricouldyounot
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